I Can’t

I can’t be angry
You’ll say I’m irrational
I can’t be disappointed
You’ll say it’s inevitable
I can’t be shocked
Cos I’m not that naïve
And I love you too much
Just to ask you to leave
I can’t move on
That’s just too simplistic
But I can’t go back
That’s just unrealistic
So what can I do
Now that I’ll always doubt you?
I’m losing you baby
But I’m useless without you

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